been going to cook meals with my granny the past fews days. getting kinda fat now :( gosh i so gotta start dieting as soon as i head off... and i so gotta get a job soon! or else my wallet's gonna burn a BIGGER hole :( i so needa marry an ATM mann lol. RAHH!

anws, the boyfriend's back and im gonna meet him tmr! :) but im so not looking forward to what's to come after that. EEKS. ohwells.
learning to cook from my granny :) haha its quite fun if i leave out the gross stuff like clearing the fish and meat.. EEW! lol. oh and i hate it when the oil splatters. GOSH it hurts darn much pls. oh wells. the boyfriend'll have to be my guinea pig! hahaha but i think he'll be fine with it since he's alr a pig himself hahaha :) gotta prepare feasts for him so that he can gain back all he's lost in the army! oh mann. i so HATE the army for stealing him :(

oh oh. the boyfriend's COMING BACK TMR! :) cant wait! then i'll getta see him on wed before i leave.

anws, i finally got some of the photos from prom lol. pretty retarded stuff hahaha. but loved that night of glitz and glammer :) hmm im gonna prolly do it once more when the boyfriend returns and before he goes into army. RAHH.








hopefully i'll make it through these few weeks..

the boyfriend's leaving for m'sia tmr :( and i'm gonna be left all alone..

I'M GONNA MISS HIM SO DARN MUCH!

but at least i gotta meet him today! im satisfied :) he takes such good care of me! hmm he has so since he's to be my doc in future! oh oh he gonna bring me 'shells' hahahaha! im gonna be so looking forward for wed where i'd getta see him agn :)

GOSH I'M MISSING HIM SO MUCH READY AND HE HASNT EVEN LEFT!

i'm just hopeless ready la lol. KILL ME! hahahaha :)

oh mann, soon after that he'd have another trip then he'd be going into army ready :(

ARMY'S A BOYFRIEND STEALER!

lol i'm seriously just ranting here huh lol pardon me. i'm just unable to getta sleep and dreading tmr so VERY MUCH! :(

oh but on the brighter side, i'll be meeting hannah and jane for tanning and shopping! but of cos i'll only be able to window shop since im so darn broke, its pathetic! lol thats why i SO needa get a JOB! hahaha.

HAVE A SAFE AND FUN TRIP MY LOVE! I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU :) SO FLY BACK YA?

tuition yest was really interesting :) my student's called theodore! haha he's a really sweet boy pls. he's really smart and im really impressed with his knowledge on guns and history. for a boy his age, he's really bright. just had tuition yest and today with him :) feels funny having him call me teacher haha but he's really cute la lol. oh oh and there's his dog! a golden retriever called scoobie! he's just 2 months old and really really handsome. first time seeing a golden retriever puppy so was really excited haha. think im gonna start finding another job other than giving theodore tuition. that way i'll be able to kill time and still be rich rich :)
i so gotta start getting a job soon. its getting so super bored at home :( plus there're so many things i wanna get lol. oh wells. anws, hannah's down with fever so couldnt meet. but its fine, just really hope she gets well soon! oh and lynn's flying off tonight ready. oh mann then no more outings till she gets back. but hope she has a fun and safe journey of cos :)

anws, think im gonna head out soon. im dying here at home lol. maybe go look ard for prom stuff agn. didnt manage to get them all yest. but dunno why my stomach's been feeling so queasy the whole day :( hope it wont screw up later on when im out. oh oh think im gonna start wearing heels from now haha. its pretty fun and its good exercise too, so why not lol.

i miss the boyfriend :(
shopped shopped! :) spent so much on random stuff and didnt get the stuff i was supposed to. crapness pls. oh wells. there're more to come anws haha! oh and i've to get that prom dress soon! its in 4 days? gosh. oh and and im gonna start bringing my cam out ready lol. its getting rusty sitting on the shelf. then my posts'll be more interesting too lol.

anws, the boyfriend's been really sweet :) as usual. though being sick during this whole period just makes me miss him more :( and of cos i cant possibly see him every second, so it just gets kinda depressing at times. RAHH.
oh gosh last night was horrible :( seriously didnt know what was wrong. having the runs and vomiting at the same time. gosh i felt my insides coming out. totally gross feeling :( still feeling like crap now. didnt manage to sleep much last night and feeling so damn lethargic now. sigh. think it would be better if im off dead or smth mann lol. rather than suffering here like this :( sigh. its just so sucky that i've to fall so ill right after A's :( sigh. it feels like everyone's out having fun and no one seems to have time to care :( oh wells. pardon me and my ranting. just feeling yucky.
turns out the boyfriend was busy lol so didnt go out to shop :( ended up polishing my nails haha. first red then pink then finally shimmery brown :) hahaha gosh i must've been so retardedly bored. if lynn sees this, she's gonna KILL me hahaha. that girl's busy mugging for her paper tmr while im doing retarded stuff like these haha!

anws, i decided to spend the other half of the day just being a pig and watching korean drama haha. let the bottled up emotions FLOW.. hahaha. thanks to the pain from the stomach cramps :( RAHH. totally killing me!

hmm maybe i should go for a run ard the estate later! see the pretty houses and raping cars lol as well as let out those weird feelings thats kinda confusing me :( hmm and tmr tmr. think i'll go on a shopping spree :) oh oh but maybe tennis in the morning with the bro first! im damn rusty now its unacceptable. my gosh! besides, i so gotta start working those muscles before they rot. been such a slug these few months. goodness me.

alrights i shall head back to the show. i'll check in more when im bored lol. hopefully that wont be often!
ITS FINALLY OVER!!

oh gosh i so cant wait to start shopping and doing the many many things that've been put on hold due to the hectic schedule. alright! i'll update again when i get back later :) i think the boyfriend's sleeping again.. im gonna go pull him outta bed to bring me shopping! hahaha.
HAPPY 1ST YEAR MY LOVE! :)
its been great with you! thanks for being so understanding and tolerating me when i'm whining and being all irritating cos im down :) thanks for alws bringing me to places with yummy food and paying for them too :) thanks so much for alws being so sweet and alws giving me such lovely gifts and surprises :) thanks for just being there for me throughout this 365 days! thanks for showering me with your overwhelming love and concern though i know i can be a real ass at times :) thanks for being mine honey :)
I LOVE YOU KOH YUAN DERN :)

anws, today's lunch at some raping japanese buffet place at suntec (i forgot the name lol) was great! yummy food :) shopped around abit before movie-ing. watched high school musical 3. it was fine i guess, but i totally LOVED the dresses vanessa hudgens wore! my goodness. they're absolutely gorgeous pls. oh oh and she's totally BEAUTIFUL. like almost perfect. she's a VERY lucky girl lol having those pretty dresses and that drop dead gorgeous good looks. RAHH im so jealous pls hahaha. which reminds me! i've to go dress shoes and bags shopping after A's! cant wait! HAHA.

anyhoos, studied after that :) not alot, but yeah at least we discussed loads of stuff. both work and not work related lol so thats that. had a pleasant ride home as usual, thanks to my amazing boyfriend :)

alright, i shall attempt to read more GP now, though im kinda dozing off ready lol.

gosh i've been slacking quite a bit in recent days :( CRAP CRAP.

an example. movied with the boyfriend last night :) tropic thunder. its just retarded lol. and it was flooded with f-ings which was pretty... haha kinda freaky lol.

ANYHOOS. have i mentioned how glad i am the boyfriend's able to drive and has a car? haha not that it rocks being able to sleep when im tired, nor that im able to try and immerse myself in the driving mood before my turn to take up driving, nor that im able to go on and on about random things im feeling or seeing.... gosh there's so much more! hahah kay but they're all nonsense, so im gonna cut here. ACTUALLY its cos i just LOVEE being able to just enjoy his presence during those car rides :) the feeling of BLISS!
fever and flu :( my gosh. totally dying. but the boyfriend's been taking really good care of me :) helps the studying while in pain process be less painful and not that dreadful lol. gosh. wonder what i'll do without him! oh mann. im so gonna feel so weird when he goes into the army :( RAHH. army's seriously a boyfriend stealer pls lol. tuitions soon after this. gosh. hope i'll not die. stayed up pretty late doing chem last night. my latest in recent times. so guess its not bad :) but i was dozing off after awhile la haha! was trying my best to stay up to keep the boyfriend company lol. guess it was still counted la :) at least i was still sitting there with him haha. the boyfriend's having tuition now and im just slacking here lol. but im so so hating the nose :( its totally blocked like the expressways during peak hours! totally pissing me off so much la. my goodness! urgh. so freaking uncomfortable! anws, this post's gonna be just a whole long chunk of my rantings haha. sorry guys! using the phone to type this and i've no idea how to enter into a new para haha! plus i've got so much time to kill, so im just gonna crap here till my arm aches or i run outta stuff to crap about haha! DO PARDON ME :) anws, have i alr mentioned how much i love the boyfriend's family? lol. his mom and maid are seriously the sweetest people! they alws make it a point to cook special food that'll be good for me cause im sick. oh oh but the boyfriend has to eat it with me all the time haha! poor dear, but really sweet of him to do so without complaining at all. its so very much appreciated ya dear :) loves! oh oh. it was fun cooking instant noodles last night when we got hungry after doing chem lol. guess i havent been cooking them for pretty long.. kinda lost my touch haha! gosh im seriously crapping here alr lol. but hope the boyfriend enjoyed his supper cooked with love :) haha! oh he helped too! which is pretty rare for a piggy like him lol. and he did some of the dishes too lol. oh oh i saw this face and eye brochure pallete yest from red earth. so in love with it :) gonna save up to get it after A's. first time im really seeing a make up pallete with colours im all loving. gosh gosh. hopefully it'd not be outta stock by the time i get to buying it :( i'd be so very heart broken lol. alrighty, i shall stop here for now lol. my arms're aching alot just holding the phone up and typing this way lol. plus im hungry! RAHH. oh oh and im having serious craving for korean food :) kimchi kimchi! haha. hmm maybe i should just go live in korean or smth la lol. that way i'll be able to have it everyday! YUM YUM :) lol. oh but for today, i wouldnt mind having fast food or ice cream with a huge crispy waffle too though haha! gosh i feel like a big fat glutton with all these cravings and writing about what i feel like eating lol. must've starved too much recently, the hunger pangs, all overwhelming me, hence these cravings lol. the boyfriend's been forbidding me from eating all these cravings cos of the flu and fever. RAHH. i so hate being sick :( oh oh but its nice being pampered though :) lol. kay kay im stopping now! if not i'd be going on and on agn lol.
gosh.
the boyfriend just sent me the most unexpected email lol.
but thanks loads MY LOVE :)
haha i'll be sure to take note.
taking a break from studying now.

somehow getting into the mood of this econs essays marathon lol. been doing chem only so far. gosh gosh. time's running out! freaky shit.

on the other hand, i cant wait for A's to be over :) cos im so gonna go on a shopping marathon! lol i've got so much i wanna buy and do. oh oh and i gotta learn driving so that i can fetch the boyfriend from army. talking about army, he's going in one of the first batches :( I HATE THE ARMY! lol. oh kay kay back to what i was saying. im gonna do my hair :) dye and curl it! haha. oh oh and so gotta hit the gym. my goodness. these few months of just studying and slacking around has its adverse effects on one's body. EEW.. hmm maybe i would need to get a job to while away time while the boyfriend's snatched away by the army. plus i would need it to finance all the things i'd wanna do haha so hmm.. gotta think of that soon. oh oh maybe go on a trip with friends! :) haha gosh there's so much i wanna do!

alrighty, better get back to work! might wanna go catch a movie later and take a chill lol. hopefully i can get enough work done first. oh and hopefully the boyfriend'll be able to make it too lol. ciaos :)
sigh.
life's a bitch.
gonna be gone for a while.
need to take stock of my life.
need to sort out issues with myself.
so till then.
bye world.
tuition yest nearly killed me. i was so uber tired. my gosh. fever's still here and its really zapping all my energy. oh mann. only a few more weeks to go :(

been reading some blogs that're really interesting. those of the high profile girls. i lovee to see their pictures and the way they dress haha. lovee looking at hot pretty girls :) lol.

got into some screwed up shit in sch. whoever did it, urgh. whatever la huh. screw you.
had fever that night after i got back from my bday outing :( till now..
SUCKS!

and i freaking fell down the stairs last night! my gosh. seriously gotta stop being so clumsy. cos it hurt a hell lot!

A's are nearing so quickly, its SCARY. i'm so not ready for it yet la! i so gotta start ramping up ready. but first i gotta STOP falling sick! urgh.
i'll definitely rmb my 18th bday, thanks to the boyfriend :) thanks for the uber CUTE huge soft toy dog honey! you rmbed i said it was cute and that i wanted it before :) and the wallet, love it love it :) your taste's freakishly similar to mine dear.

went to vivo for a movie, my sassy girl. that show's nicee. i cant stand the fact the boyfriend's alws able to guess the endings! RAHH. oh oh both of us wore red :) and it wasnt planned haha. boyfriend took me to marche for dinner. kay as usual, me being the toot one, has not been there so when we were deciding a place and he asked if marche was fine, i was like what's that lol hopefully no one around heard. oh oh. we saw louis khoo! like oh my gosh. kay as usual, the so very observant boyfriend spotted him. he was so low profile la! oh but i think he realized we were staring at him cos we kept looking back haha. dinner was great :) the boyfriend was so sweet! getting me food and feeding me cos i was being a lazy ass as usual haha. LOVE HIM LOVE HIM! :)

headed off to sentosa after that.. think i was too full. i was getting a little nauseous cos it was dark and directions seems invisible, hence the many U-turns. but it was nice, just riding in the car with him :) finally found the beach which had a proper convenient carpark nearby. but boy was it DARK. almost pitch black, other than the amusement park lookalike thingy nearby. it was bliss just walking along the beach with him holding my hand :) *melts* haha i so wanna go back in time and stay in that moment FOREVER..

headed home soon after. gosh super long ride home.. kept dozing off, but stayed awake to keep the boyfriend company. parents were "you're back early today, thats good" that means more points for you MY LOVE :) really glad my parents're starting to like him. in fact, they associate me and him almost alws nowadays saying they cant wait to marry me off. sheesh. lol.

loving you more and more BABY :)
you're the sweetest!
SO MUCH to do, SO LITTLE time! :(
school tmr.. somehow not dreading it THAT much ready la. the routines and stale-ness :( with no lynn and hannah there to crap with me :( RAHH..

cant wait for sat! then we'll getta have a p5 clique outing to have my early birthday celebrations :) 18 18 here i come! haha.

anws, hannah-time :) haha! we did our nails and girl-talked.
kay we took like a million pictures too cos i finally learnt how to use the custom timer thingy haha!

here goes..